Swordking ([info]swordking) wrote,
@ 2007-02-03 11:35:00
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Current mood:Expired
Current music:Hollywood Undead - My Black Dahlia

Typical life event: I don't know what to do.
Here I am again, not knowing what to do with my life. I think I'm just going to drop out of college at the end of this semester. I was going to transfer anyway. I can't get into this "continuing education" thing. If I can't have a decent standard of living with only my high school education, then this country sucks ass. I honestly don't ask for much. I can live in a small apartment or whatever, as long as I have my video games, a kick ass computer (Whether I build it myself or not.), and a high speed Internet connection. After that, I wouldn't care if my only bed was the living room couch, the biggest room is 10 x 10 feet, and my diet consisted only of microwave meals and Ramen noodles (Ramen rules). I seem to have misled myself from the point (Whether there is one or not.). If I can be content with an average life style, why am I doing extra work to get it? I wanted to get a job as soon as summer was over, but instead I'm going to college. Also, before I got a job, I wanted to get my driver's license. I should've gotten that at the very least at this point. No. I now have less than two weeks to practice for it before my permit expires. I know I can get it renewed, but what's the point? I wasted an entire year, and I have no more than five hours of driving time. I'm pathetic and that's all there is to it. So now I'm just going to college, doing minimal work, and not really doing anything with myself because I don't know what to do. The only thing I have been progressing in is my games, be it on a console or online. They're the only thing that has been making my life worthwhile, at least to myself.

I need to get something done. As an ultimatum, I need to get a job, but I should get my driver's license first. I owe my friends so many rides, it's ridiculous. Speaking of getting a job, I really don't know where to work at. At this point, I guess I don't care. Taxed minimum wage is better than nothing at this point. I want to lament some more, but I don't feel I have enough to work with yet. All it would be is just repeating myself consisting of topics from a few entries ago.




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