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The Heartless Angel
A trapped soul rests within the light.
It's been a while.
Posted on 2007.08.12 at 13:49
It certainly has. What has been going on in my life? Let's see... Nothing. I have done a few things since my last entry, but the only things I can remember at the top of my mind is helping Laura move out, quitting college, and joining a roleplaying forum. Sadly, that last one has been the most worthy of saying anything about, but I don't want to. So I shall write of the other two events. I helped Laura move out of her house a few months ago. It's a nice place, however, I think it's a bit small for her. It would be perfect for me, though. The moving part itself wasn't too bad, but if I ever have to move a bed into a van again it'll be too soon. She doesn't have a phone yet as far as I know, so I don't have way to talk to her. Also, I don't know how to get to where she lives because I'm lousy when it comes to directions. Not that I have a way to get there on my own anyway.
While it's not official, I have decided not to go back to college. I just can't deal with it anymore. I said it before, I graduated high school and that should be enough, and if it's not, then this country really needs to get its act together. My grandparents and my dad aren't happy with it, but they'll deal with it, and if they can't, f*** them. I appreciate that they've taken care of me all my life up to this point, but I can't become what they want me to. That's pretty much what this country isn't about, and yet they, especially my grandparents, act like communist. I can't help but believe that most families are like this, and that's just another reason why I don't want anything to do with families anymore. The only thing I have to do now is get a job. My dad said he could get someone to get me one at a Burger King. Eh, as long as it's not the drive through or register, I'll be happy. But I guess I'm gonna have to go with what they give me, if I even get a chance to apply there.
So, I guess it goes without saying that some big things are going to happen within a month's time. Either I'll be at my dad's, I'll be working and living at my grandparents, or I'll be on the streets. I can't help but think that the last one is the most probable.
While it's not official, I have decided not to go back to college. I just can't deal with it anymore. I said it before, I graduated high school and that should be enough, and if it's not, then this country really needs to get its act together. My grandparents and my dad aren't happy with it, but they'll deal with it, and if they can't, f*** them. I appreciate that they've taken care of me all my life up to this point, but I can't become what they want me to. That's pretty much what this country isn't about, and yet they, especially my grandparents, act like communist. I can't help but believe that most families are like this, and that's just another reason why I don't want anything to do with families anymore. The only thing I have to do now is get a job. My dad said he could get someone to get me one at a Burger King. Eh, as long as it's not the drive through or register, I'll be happy. But I guess I'm gonna have to go with what they give me, if I even get a chance to apply there.
So, I guess it goes without saying that some big things are going to happen within a month's time. Either I'll be at my dad's, I'll be working and living at my grandparents, or I'll be on the streets. I can't help but think that the last one is the most probable.